Goodbye 2008 and welcome 2009!!!

Time to say goodbye
Paesi che non ho mai
Veduto e vissuto con te
Adesso si li vivro.
Con te partiro
Su navi per mari
Che io lo so
No no non esistono piu
Its time to say goodbye....


Lagu ini yg dok berkumandang tatkala aku cuba coretkan page khas utk hari terakhir bagi tahun 2008. Rasa syahdu la plak. hehe. Hmmm what hv i did during 2008 yek.. a lot i think. alhamdulillah, aku berjaya survive which is i am glad with what i did.

Segala yg aku lakukan sepanjang 2008 akan selalu membuatkan aku kenang ke akhir hayat. Actually bukan 2008 jek.. Sepanjang usia ku dimuka bumi Allah ini. :). Syukur padaMu ya Allah diatas segala kurniaanNYA.. segala dugaanMu ya Allah aku berjaya lalui dengan penuh redha.

So 2009 is coming about 1 hour and 4 minutes.. time kt pc aku nih pukul 1055pm. So what i wish and hope for 2009 ye?? Ermm.. mudah atas segala urusan dan tabah atas segala dugaan.. insyaallah.. amin. Others?? Will see later yer.. 2009.. :D

So sape2 je la yg baca blog merapu ku ini.. dear readers.. wish u all the best for 2009!! Viva la Vida guys!!!

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Worn Me Down
RACHAEL YAMAGATA

 

Gone, she's gone

How do you feel about it

That's what I thought

You're real torn up about it

And I wish you the best

But I could do without it

And I will, because you've worn me down

Oh, I will, because you've worn me down



Worn me down like a road

I did everything you told

Worn me down to my knees

I did everything to please

But you can't stop thinking about her

No, you can't stop thinking about her



And you're wrong, you're wrong

I'm not overreacting

Something is off

Why don't we ever believe ourselves

And I, oh, I feel that word for you

And I will, because you've worn me down

Oh, I will because you have worn me down



Worn me down like a road

I did everything you told

Worn me down to my knees

I did everything to please

But you can't stop thinking about her

No, you can't stop thinking about her



She's so pretty; she's so damn right

But I'm so tired of thinking

About her tonight



Worn me down like a road

I did everything you told

Worn me down to my knees

I did everything to please

But you can't stop thinking about her

No, you can't stop thinking about her



Worn me down like a road

I did everything you told

Worn me down to my knees

I did everything to please

Worn me down like a road

I did everything you told to me to do

But you, you can't stop thinking about her

No, you can't stop thinking about her

No, you can't stop thinking about her

No, you can't stop thinking about her

Al-fatihah

Pagi semalam aku terjaga dari tidur. Seperti biasa alarm handset mengejutkan aku. Aku dapati satu msg dr abg,

"Acik meninggal pagi ini."

Innalillahiwainnailaihirojiun...

Aku terkedu sejenak. Berdasarkan masa yg abg aku msg waktu itu pukul 3am. Aku teringat kembali saat arwah kakak aku meninggal. Dalam lingkuangan waktu itu juga.

Kali terakhir aku jumpe arwah acik masa tu dia baru lepas operation major. Keadaan dia waktu itu stabil dan dalam sedar. Dia kelihatan sihat. Dia masih ingat aku n kakak aku. Syahdu aku melihat keadaan dia waktu itu. Hanya tuhan saja yg tahu betapa sayunya aku.

Kebanyakan org mungkin lihat aku berkeadaan bersahaja bile menghadapi sesuatu. Tapi dlm hati hanya tuhan sahaja yg tahu. Ya, biar tuhan saja yg tahu.

Arwah acik dan juga kakak aku meninggal akibat barah payu dara. Melihat keadaan org yg hadapi penyakit ini amat menyayat hati. pedih. pilu. Pilu melihat kepayahan mereka melalui segala macam rawatan. Pilu melihat bagaimana dari hari ke hari rambut mereka gugur akibat kesan rawatan. Pilu melihat keadaan mereka yg terbaring lesu. Ya Allah sesungguhnya aku tak mampu meneruskan ayat yg selanjutnya..

Ya Allah, moga kau tempatkan arwah acik di bawah lembayung rahmatmu. Ampunkan segala salah dan kekurangannya dalam sepanjang hayatnya. Moga kau tempatkan arwah dalam golongan orang2 yg beriman. Amin, ya rabbal alamin.